If your depression, anxiety or  addictions are worse services are 

Available 24 hours everyday

There is also an online chat feature https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

 And if Vodka is the problem, call  1-800-662-HELP (4357) for 24/7 help. 

There are app like Talk Space

an Dr on Demand that are also available in the privacy of your car and at a fraction of the cost of conventional therapy, so check them out! This journey is hard, it’s OK to ask for help.